Oh boy~ It’s finally here. I’m actually leaving to Korea in 19 hours! Let’s PARTY!!!
I’ve been waiting for this day since forever, but wow…it’s really. finally. here. I told myself to sleep early tonight so as I won’t be dead and tired for the long flight (pretty much a 24 hour flight including layovers and the connecting flights ugh), but I don’t think that’ll be happening lol. There’s so many things floating in my mind right now. Mostly it’s me worrying if I forgot to pack anything, but the other part is about my family. I have NEVER traveled somewhere so far and for so long before without my family. I wonder if I’ll cry tomorrow when I leave…it’s a 50/50 chance lol. I want to be all like “nah it’s cool, I’ll be back in January!” but then since I’m such a crybaby, I feel like I’ll take one look at my family and be bawling my eyes out.
Either way even if I cry it doesn’t really matter lol. I’ll get over it soon. There IS a thing called the internet nowadays that’ll let me be able to see/talk to my family ^^
But gyah~ I don’t really know how to describe what I’m feeling right now. It’s like…I want to be excited and I should be excited, but I think I’ve exhausted all my excitement throughout these months leading up to this trip haha. I’ll probably feel it once I’m actually at the airport tomorrow or on the plane…since I’m still sitting here in my room right now on tumblr lol. This is probably the reason why I don’t feel any spark of emotions lol. But yeah…
Ok I lost my train of thought lol so I’ll just end this post here. I’ll update you guys about my trip soon! Most likely I will when I’m in LA waiting for my connecting flight to Seoul ^^ I’ll leave you guys with this gif so as to make up for this crappy entry haha.
Oh yeah you know you like that -wink-